been such a long time since i even sit down in front of the com long enough for mi to type a post..
Seriously, i cant realli rem wat happened these days. Wat i can say about my life this past week was tt its definitely full of ups n downs. Hiak. Frankly, i dont know if i should be happy or sad now. Yes, i m happy whenever i m with my dearie. But its a whole lot of different story when i come home. I wannna be at home cos i know my mom needs mi, but each time, i risk getting myself all flared up n things start getting alittle out of hand. grrr.

Lotsa things started bothering mi, as if my family isnt so. I m worried abt my frens too, practically wee n rh. I realli hope things do go well for them. Hiak. I wish that everyone of my frenz are well, n i miss Char ! where are u when i needed u most? Come Back Quick.

For the past week, my dearie went to have his wisdom tooth extracted. Kinda hurt mi to see him in pain n i cant do anything abt it. The way he had to eat his porridge. The way he wrench in pain when i accidentally touch his cheeks. The way he always said tt he's hungry n yet he cant eat much. The way when he flared up cos i know he's in pain. But i m so glad, he's ok now! Went to remove his stitches today n yea so, immediately off we went to eat sushi cos tt boy was craving for it ! haha.

There are other things that really makes mi happy too. For instead, Dumb dumb got himself a girlfren le ! I m happy for him. Cant wait to meet up with her, lolx. well there's also another thing that i m happy regarding another couple. But, i think i cant say it out. I m sure u guys know i m talking abt you hur. Yup ! Many Happy n Sweet Moments to the two couples ! =)

Well, Comes another downside to ruin my happy times. I m shocked to see her reaction, she jus collapsed n break down. Breaks my heart to see tears flowing every night. I know i must do something but i cant find any strength within mi to do so. No doubt, i cried. I did wat i think was right, n yet i can please both sides. U know the feeling of the sandwich's fillings, yesie! i have tt feeling right from the start.

And like i dont have things to attend to, of all times, why? why did he have to come back n picked a quarrel with mi out of no freaking proper reason? Everyone has the right to choose their partners isnt it? For god's sake, I dont belong to only him ! n I have every right to go out with whoever i wanted. Jus bcos i rejected him over n over again, i m termed as a bitch ! Wat the hell. I really was fuming mad ! until i tok to dar, He did manage to calm mi down.
Why the hell did such person existed ! Shiittteeerr !!!!!!